A lot has been happening as always. The drama never seems to end unless I'm in a freaking different state >.< I guess because I hang out with this guy John that suddenly the rumor is I'm a drug dealer. Can you say high school? Seriously? I am twenty years old. I'm in college. I don't need this bullshit. It has nothing to do with me either. This chick Whitney is trying to break John and his girlfriend, Katie, up. Wow. Wait...in case you didn't catch that...Wow. So there has been A LOT of drama there only because Katie stayed at my house for two weeks. Not happening again. EVER! Next on the list of topics to fill you losers in on is I'm single yay. Yes I know you can hardly believe it. Gina and I are done. Yep no longer engaged. Woop-de-fucking-do. She started a fight then kept saying she wasn't the one starting the fight so I fought back then she was being a real bitch telling me that when she says things that are just cruel and they hurt me that I'm just pulling a "victum" act. Goddess, it seems I always have at least one idiot in my life, huh? Anyways, so I was like fine I'm just gunna end it. I stopped battling her and gave in. >.< I say "I love you" she says "BULLSHIT" I say bye. Even though she pissed me off..I do feel bad. Not for any of that not for the fighting but because for the first time in my life I broke anothers heart. That's simply not who I am. Now I'm just a cold heartless bitch. I spoke with Gina yesterday on the phone. I felt nothing. I've figured out the Cure for never having a broken heart. If you stop thinking with your heart when it comes to love situations you will never get hurt again. Okay so yes I've turned into an even bigger bitch than usual I do what I want when I want and I feel nothing. I feel no compassion such as that I feel no love like that. I mean love for my family and friends and yes of course tenderness to certain things in my life, but I will not love again I will not fall in love again. It's not worth it. No I'm not on a self pity, woe is me bullshit trip. I'm serious. If you don't want to get hurt I'm pretty sure this is what needs to be done. You turn that part of your heart numb. And to be completely honest its working.

Okay well. I will get more pictures up from Boston and Salem. Peace Out.